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Nov. 10th, 2009

  • 1:00 PM
drinkingmakesthingsbetter
i am soooo tired. i could not even drive without my head nodding off to the side......my poor neck.....also i am soooooo sleepy! hmmmm i missed so much tv last night. how i met ur mother, the big bang theory, gossip girl, castle, mad men....white collar! wow i have a lot of catching up to do........sigh........hmmmm bones....that will wake me up

Contorl where have you gone?

  • Nov. 2nd, 2009 at 2:44 PM
drinkingmakesthingsbetter
Really!!!! Where did you go? I had such great control over my eating habits...I stuck to my diet and lost 30 pounds!!! except now I am eating pizza and cookies and fatty sandwiches.............sigh........my face is breaking out too......but i think thats because of the stress of my second round of midterms and still no secondaries.................. sigh........i want a cookie..........
  • Music:the swell season

Oct. 27th, 2009

  • 12:02 PM
postiveattitude
DAMN YOU  INVERTEBRATE ZOOLOGY! DAMN YOU !!!
  • Music:barnes and noble music

Oct. 24th, 2009

  • 10:18 PM
drinkingmakesthingsbetter
why cant i study!!!! i have a lab practical and 2 exams this week! god......why....why.....

Oct. 21st, 2009

  • 11:00 PM
drinkingmakesthingsbetter
i am getting fat!!!!

arriba arriba

  • Oct. 19th, 2009 at 1:50 PM
drinkingmakesthingsbetter
had waaaaaaaaay to much mexican food.......but it was soooo good!
  • Music:ben sollee

bones

  • May. 19th, 2008 at 9:16 PM
drinkingmakesthingsbetter

I  am devastated! i loved zack... devastated.......

May. 19th, 2008

  • 8:13 PM
drinkingmakesthingsbetter
 NAKED BOOTH! NAKED BOOTH!!! OMGOD WHY DIDNT SHE LOOK DOWN! I WOULD

May. 19th, 2008

  • 8:06 PM
drinkingmakesthingsbetter
i mean i know that they  cant kill booth but really his funeral ! why oh why do you need to give me a heart attack !

BONES BONES BONES

  • May. 5th, 2008 at 8:25 PM
drinkingmakesthingsbetter
  watching the episode and i just wanted to tell the world that i wish i had a friend like angela!  ANGELA ROCKS!!!!



 I PLEAD THE FIRST! :)

I AM ALIVE!!!

  • Jan. 28th, 2008 at 11:35 AM
oh yah
hehehehe ..... i have been missing but i have not dropped of the face of the earth. i have been on vacation with my family...... we went  to see my cousins in Amsterdam and then from there we drove to Germany, Brussels, and took the train to Paris. It was quite exciting!  So I will definately be writing a lot more. I just wanted to tell my lj people that I havent died! hehehe first day back at school - blah-

 hope everyone had a great holiday and vacation!  I cant wait to have time so I can catch up on all the new chapters in my fav stories ! ( yendrie I do  know that there are new chapters to both your stories and I cant wait to read them)!!!!

 New Year New leaf New me! lets see hope long my bout of happiness last :) 

DONE!

  • Dec. 20th, 2007 at 11:44 AM
oh yah

I AM DONE! 5 FINALS IN FOUR DAYS! I AM DONE ! *does exciting weird dance in the privacy of her dorm room*


* falls asleep for the next few days*

AHHHH!

  • Dec. 17th, 2007 at 3:07 AM
lastinsult
I really just want to kill my friends. well it is just actually my one friend. i am perfectly okay with all  my other ones except  her! omgod she is soo annoying... she is selfish... rude... and is happy when other people fail especially when her friends do badly..... my god she and my other friend worked on vocab words for one of our lab finals and he gave them to me BUT we can't tell ehr because she would get snide and angry.... i mean when i make freaking vocab words to help me with tests i offer them to people who dont even know me because i want tothers to succeed. i am competitive but not where i want to deliberately not help them. she seriously is a bitch. i want to just shove all her selfishness and overall rudeness and meanness down her face face........ i dont even think some of the words i am tpying right now i words! i am sooo mad....... dshe is more of a bitch then my other friend who i am having problems with. god damn it i am  sooo angry right now. i am so close to killing  her. i am so glad i get to leave in four days. ...........just four more days to stand her.........god i can't wait to leave ......... i just cant stand people right now....... shit i need to calm down so i can take a nap.. i have an 830am final........pray with me LJ so that i may keep my patient for four more days...
  • Mood: angry

PICTURES

  • Dec. 15th, 2007 at 10:39 PM
daydreaming
so i couldn't figure out how to upload pictures of some of the outfits i wore..... so instead i send anyone who is interested to my shutterfly account.  the link is right here on my page. just look to the side panel under my icon. the pictures are of my cousin's wedding that happened in india. i will be uploading more pictures that are of the other rituals that we hindus do before the wedding. hope you enjoy because i know i definitely enjoyed being there :)

Finals and Snow

  • Dec. 13th, 2007 at 3:02 PM
postiveattitude

 Snow Snow Snow ........ and lots of it......
well it is more of ice and hale rather than snow but its still okay. it was snowing before it became ice so that was quite fun.  i don't have much time to write but just thought i'd update everyone on my life.  Well i have been studying and havding in papers lefts and right. I think my fingers have become permently attached to my keyboard. I also have to do these psych studies for my psych class.They are quite annoying and time consuming. I have to earn five credits meaning I have to participate in five studies. Me being the great person I am  leave doing these studies till the last week of classes when everyone else is siging up for studies. o well hopefully ill get most of them over today.

 As i said it is snowing.....

 I went to pick up my mom and my sister from the airport Wed moring. They just came back from India. So i had to drive home on tuesday ( which took 3-4 hours) so I could get the bigger car ( my family had like 4 suitecases and two carryons) but then I realized I would leave from home to get to the airport. That meant I had to wake up at four AM so i could get to the airport in time. According to google directions it would have taken me around an hour and a half to get to the airport. The flight was suppose to get in a little before six. Since this would be my first time  driving to the airport by myself, i knew it would take a lot longer to get there. It took ym and HOUR an hour to get to the airport. I woke up for no reason at four in the morning! ahhhhh

The good thing was though my mom and sister took an hour to get out of the airport so I parked and took a nap for an hour. Then slept in the car and my sister drove home. So in the end everything worked out okay! heheheh I got some really nice clothes from India ... they are soooo pretty... I post some pictures of some of the stuff I wore when I was there if I can figure out hoe to post pictures.... Anyone want to help me there and tell me how to do it?

SNOW

  • Dec. 2nd, 2007 at 8:43 PM
oh yah
 SNOW!  it had snowed here! this makes me very very very happy! just wished i was awake when the actual snow fell... i love dancing and twirling as the snow falls around you... i also love chasing snowflakes and trying to catch them and eat them ! hehehehe i feel like such a child when it snows and that makes me sooo hapy ! :) GO SNOW!
  • Location:dorm -SBU
  • Mood: cheerful
  • Music:Almost lover- a fine frenzy

tired

  • Nov. 29th, 2007 at 9:59 PM
drinkingmakesthingsbetter
 i am so tired.... not just sleepy but of everything. i got back from india monday morning and i was fine. i missed my family but that was okay since i would see them again later.... i realize i am just tired... i was tired when i was there and i am tired here.... i just cannot figure out of what. am i tired of life? of the life i am living? i amtired of pretending? if i am pretending then what and why am i pretending? i just am so confused... i just realized i will be graduating this coming spring and i have no idea what i am going to do..... i sometimes wish life would jut move on and i could get out of this blah and so empty life. it seems nothing in my life is making me want to move forward. all i want to do is crawl into my bed and sleep.... sleep forever... and then maybe i can sleep for so long that the world changes into something that will bring me joy and a feeling of wanting to exist......hmmmm i thought i had gotten better. i rememeber i started this journal because i was sad and tired and overall unhappy .... i had gotten better.... but it seems i was just pretending or i don't know..... hopefully things will change  or maybe ill change.... we will see.....
  • Location:home
  • Mood: tired
  • Music:a fine frenzy

Nov. 10th, 2007

  • 5:22 PM
drinkingmakesthingsbetter
 So yesterday was the Indian festival of lights - Diwali. So we had a lot of people over at my house and lots of food was eaten and lots of fun happened :)  so today i was just louging around when i realized that i had to figure out my class schedule for next semester! omgod i haven't even seen all my advisor who would tell me what classes to take and my appointment to pick classes in monday ! eeeeeeeeeeekkkkkk! hopefully ill be able to figure out a basic schedule and then meet with my advisor !  - sigh-

 on a much happier note, one of our family friends is learning to be a dessert chef so she brought homemade chocolates as a diwali present. they are so so so good. they melt in your mouth... she made chocolate covered caramels! mmmm my favorite!

twilight

  • Nov. 6th, 2007 at 1:09 AM
drinkingmakesthingsbetter
thank you thank you thank you to all the people who constantly talk about twilight and edward/bella or jacob/bella etc.... i am totally in love with this book ( i am rding twilight right now). i am so happy right now! it has been so long since i have read a book that has made my blood tingle, gave me goose bumps and just makes we want to scream with joy because it is such a wonderful book. i picked it up and i could just feel that this book will make such a difference in my life. i got this feeling ..... i cant describe it! does anyone else get that feeling of excitment or .....ooooh i dont know what to call it ...... before they start a book? i haven't felt that in so long. i haven't fallen in love with a book in such a long time (referring to the book " so many books so little time" everyone must rd it). i have been so sad for so long, for almost two years. i almost thought i would have to get professional help but i just needed a book to jump start the self i was searching so hard for. i lost that self.. no book interested me.. i have started numerous books and stopped because i became disinterested and ever time a little part of me got lost or died. i just felt like i was floundering. books have been so important in my life. they are my best friends and i have finally found my best friends again because of this book. thank you to all of you that have said how wonderful this book is and i must that adamenteve19 because it was her last post about the second book i believe that finally made me say " damn i am going to buy this book and read it right now". it was the post that finally broke the camel's back and made her buy the book. THANK YOU !

soooo so sleepy

  • Oct. 24th, 2007 at 12:48 AM
hmmmm
today has seemed sooooo long. i barely got any sleep because i had an exam this morning. i went to bed with the intention of getting five hours but i couldnt sleep. i ket thinking that i should be studying but then thinking i should be sleeping but then thinking i should be studying. those stupids thoughts lasted forever so i ended up sleping for two hours. then after the exam i was all ready for a nap but then my mom tells me to get to nyc earlier than i had planned (my family just invested in an apartment in nyc and we finally got the keys and moved in some things today *squeeee*) so there went my nap. so i was fine for a awhile, unpacking, building lamps, etc..... then we had dinner and a drove back to school ( my university is in long island and is about a hour and 30 minutes away from NYC. like 15 mins into my drive back i got sooo tired.. i couldnt even keep my eyes open. i had to keep my windows open and blasted the mucis. my ears hurt still. then i got back and even tho i couldnt keep my eyes open i couldnt fall asleep. after baking some cookies i am finally going to able to sleeep! hopfeully! *hmmmmmmzzzzzz

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